Too many people died on the news tonight But not so many cried at the terrible sight Well mama said It's just make believe You can't believe everything you see So baby close your eyes to the lullabies On the news tonight
Who's the one to decide that it would be alright To put the music behind the news tonight Well mama said You can't believe everything you hear The diagetic world is so unclear So baby close your ears On the news tonight
We used to read a fairytale to our children Send them off to dream with a conversation But now we just switch on the television How are they gonna love with no imagination? Send them off to dream with too much information Gonna learn to love with no imagination
Mmm Why don't the newscasters cry when they read about people who die? At least they could be decent enough to put just a tear in their eyes Mama said It's just make believe You cant believe everything you see So baby close your eyes to the lullabies On the news tonight
There’s a natural mystic blowing through the air; If you listen carefully now you will hear. This could be the first trumpet, might as well be the last: Many more will have to suffer, Many more will have to die - don’t ask me why. Things are not the way they used to be, I won’t tell no lies...
Sheenna may not want to go to The Killers show anymore. She wants to give me her ticket but I'm not comfortable with that. If anything I'd buy it from her, but even then I don't like the idea of her not going. She was looking forward to the show. I told her to give it a few days and really decide if she wanted to give it up. There was drama-a-brewing in her world today and I'm hoping that she was just a little upset and felt like she didn't want to deal with everyone at the concert. Hopefully it'll blow over and she'll be all for going tomorrow.
Though if the guy at Gonzaga sells me a ticket I'll go incognito. I don't want to deal with people either, but I'm not sure if I can miss The Killers.
So where should I get the halsey tat (this one) on my body? Hmmmm...?
I started talking to an old friend last week. Andrew. He lives down in California. We used to talk all the time, but of course drama (god how much I hate it) caused us to stop talking. He's doing well. He owns an apartment complex down in California. He wants me to move down there. If I didn't have a couple things keeping me here... I'd be there in a heartbeat. We'll see how things turn out I guess.
Interface Computer School is going to run up a price list for me if I ever turn in my FASA application. I don't really want to goto Interface, but I guess it'd give me something to do until fall semester starts at SCC.
Current Mood: listless Current Music: Eve 6 - Girlfriend
"My favorite dream?" "Yes... tell me it" "Are you sure?" "Yes.... I want to hear it." "Okay. In my dream I'm lying naked in a satellite dish with her--" "Her? Who is she?" "It's just her." "Okay." "--I'm lying naked in the satellite dish with her. I look her in the eyes and tell her how wonderful she is, how much I love her. She smiles and drives a knife into my back. She then grabs my face, smearing red over it and kisses me. Then looking me in the eyes she tells me she'll love me until the day I die." "...I love you." "I know."
Since the whole Killers show fell through I'm going to see if my mom wants to pay for an outline of a tat for myy birthday. I doubt it, but hey, it's worth a try. Here are my ideas:
Something similar to this one, for sure:
Also, in the future, one of these. Either on my shoulderblade or lower ripcage wrapping around my back:
Lastly, I'd like to get a half-sleeve of stars going up my arm with the line "all the stars in my sky were for you" in cursive following them.
Yes. Halsey much... I know.
Current Mood: good Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie - Pictures in an Exhibition
Jen and I are trying the friends thing. Honestly, I think it's too early, but we'll see I suppose. Don't want to lose another potential friendship with an ex. She's got her own place already. Went and saw it last night. Pretty nice for the price. Andy needs to make up his mind so I know if we're going to try and get that place downtown. RK and him stopped by the other night and had a couple beers. Rocked out on the guitar a bit. They want to do it again, like tonight. I'm trying to ease up on the drinking though. Eh. They'll still come over.
I <3 The Killers like you wouldn't believe. Damn show 2 days before my birthday is sold-out though. Hopefully my buddy comes through with a couple tickets though. That'd be nice.
A couple of my friends bought Riley and I tickets to the circus this saturday. Planned on taking him downtown then, but maybe he'd have more fun watching the clowns and midgets. Still thinking about that one.
Paige and I were supposed to go over the parenting plan today, but that fell through. We're aiming for next week.
Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: The Killers - Somebody Told Me